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luxxdesade
luxxdesade
It's one of those days...
Other than I'm on a health kick, made an udon noodle salad last night. Turned out better than I thought it would. Edamame, carrots, chinese peas, red peppers and udon noodles (which are a pain in the ass to cook btw). Then the sauce was a combo of Teriyaki, Soy Sauce, some chili oil, some sesame oil and a few other things here and there. Made a fruit salad over the weekend too. Perhaps its the heat, I'm not sure, but I've definitely been on a health kick, walking more, taking the bus has already become a habit - which is nice. I havent smoked (minus the occassional one here and there) in over a month, I think it may be 5 weeks now, I don't recall anymore when it was. The occassional one doesn't give me urges for more either, its nice.

I guess it was just time. Interview last week went ok, its turning out that I'm getting on a lot of radars, BUT I'm still having issues getting 'the job' I'm always the #2 choice (again sounds this way). I know its just timing, but UGH! its somewhat frustraiting. Yeah I want instant gradification, but I have been in the job over a year, and it is the music industry. I'm kinda stuck in a boring job, that i had to shanghi stuff to get more work to do. (which i found out, was originally part of the job prior to the guy b4 me). Otherwise, the next few weeks will definitely be fun. Leave thursday for San Fran, outside of thanksgiving 5 yrs ago, its the first time my sister, brother and I will actually 'hang out' in lord, at least 10 years. he has a conference ending Wedns in Salt Lake City and has taken off a week, going to san fran. My parents are flying down, it will be a huge reunion, and for once, my dad isn't stressing, everything has already been planned (for the most part) for his anal retentive ass and he seems as excited as we all are to just be able to hang out =D.


Now to leave you with a little Depeche Mode...

Sometimes
Only sometimes
I question everything
And I'm the first to admit
If you catch me in a mood like this
I can be tiring
Even embarassing
But you must
Feel the same
When you look around
You can't tell me honestly
You're happy with what you see
Oh sometimes
Only sometimes
You must be...
You must be...
As embarassing as me
Sometimes

Current Mood: excited excited
Current Music: Depeche Mode - Sometimes

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ramen666 From: ramen666 Date: June 20th, 2006 12:34 am (UTC) (Link)
I was thinking 'Somebody' for a minute there... thought you had fallen in love or something. This is MUCH better. I can probably get you the tickets for Murder City Devils after Wednesday if they are still available. How many do you want?
luxxdesade From: luxxdesade Date: June 20th, 2006 12:42 am (UTC) (Link)
I'm not sure we are coming yet....Give me a few
ramen666 From: ramen666 Date: June 20th, 2006 12:49 am (UTC) (Link)
okely dokely
luxxdesade From: luxxdesade Date: June 20th, 2006 12:44 am (UTC) (Link)
Lord if i was 'in love' again i'd have told ya.

My parents are suddenly taking me seriously about I'm only getting married drunk in vegas and everyone gets 48 hr notice.

My mom is all, I can see that, but, don't be drunk when you make the decision, ok? My response - maybe, but if shes a hot stripper, how can i say no?
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